College/majors

I'm getting ready to start the next part of my life. In approximately 8 months I will be graduating high school and will have to decide what I want to with the rest of my life. I had always thought since about 6th grade that I was going to be a teacher but at this point Im just sick of being in school and don't want to have to go for another 4-6 years. So plan as of now is to get in to a two year program and get my associates degree. But the really question fir me now is in what? What do want to do for the rest of my life. Will I feel accomplished just having an associates degree and working a somewhat generic job? As of now my options I'm thinking about are photography, cosmetology, realtor, or a wedding planner. How am I going to decide? Guess I'll figure it out eventually.

Disconnecting

Why is it so hard to disconnect and let go of people who have hurt you and caused you tons of pain? What is so special about this person that we just cant move on and let them go? I guess its because we still expect something to happen with them. Maybe we think they might change and the situation may work out. We know thats probably not the case but we hope so deeply that it would. This is one obstacle that I can't over come right now. Its just to complicated and I hate it.